Battling the Storm: The Raw Truth About Anxiety, Depression, and Faith

This week has knocked me flat on my back. Anxiety and depression have come roaring back into my life, leaving me feeling completely overwhelmed and sidetracked. Every day is a battle, and my mind races with relentless worries and dark thoughts that feel impossible to escape. It’s like I’m caught in a relentless storm, and no matter how hard I try to navigate through it, I’m tossed around by waves of despair.

One of the hardest parts of this struggle is the aching disconnect I feel from Our Jesus. I know I should be leaning on Him, but in those moments of darkness, I find it incredibly hard to reach out. I scream into the void, wondering if my prayers even matter or if He’s listening at all. It’s like I’m screaming for help while being swallowed by the chaos around me. The comfort that faith promises feels just out of reach, and I’m left grappling with my pain alone.

And then there’s my husband. He’s my rock, my partner in this wild ride of life, but I can’t shake the feeling that my struggles are just piling more weight onto his shoulders. He doesn’t need me to add more to his plate. He’s already dealing with his own challenges, and here I am, drowning in my turmoil. It breaks my heart to think that my battles could create a rift between us. The truth? He’s not the easiest person to communicate with when I’m feeling this way. I try to open up, but sometimes it feels like I’m speaking a different language. I feel guilty for burdening him, yet I’m desperate for understanding and support. It’s a messy cycle of needing support but fearing I’m just adding to his stress.

In these moments, I often find myself lying in bed, staring out the window at the passing cars. It’s a strange comfort, watching the world move by while I feel stuck in my own head. There’s something oddly satisfying about it, like a brief escape from the chaos within. I can lose myself in the rhythm of life outside, wondering where those cars are headed, what stories they carry. It’s hard to explain, but in those moments, I feel a sense of connection to something bigger than my own struggles. It’s as if the world is still turning, even when I feel like I’m standing still.

But then the guilt creeps back in. Shouldn’t I be doing something? Shouldn’t I be fighting harder against this storm? The guilt only adds another layer to my mental struggle, making it feel even heavier. I know I should be pushing through, but sometimes lying there, just watching, feels like all I can do. 

It’s a vicious cycle. One moment, I might catch a glimpse of hope, and the next, I’m buried under a mountain of self-doubt and negativity. I know I should be clinging to the promises in scripture, reminding myself that God’s love is unwavering. I’m reminded of Matthew 11:28-30, where Jesus says, “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” It’s a beautiful promise, yet in those dark moments, it’s hard to believe that truth. I question my worthiness, wondering if I’m too broken for God to mend me.

The truth is, I’ve started to realize the importance of not just keeping my struggles bottled up. I need to share what I’m going through, even when it feels like a heavy burden. My friends and family remind me that I’m not alone in this fight and that it’s okay to be raw and real about my struggles. They remind me of God’s promises, reigniting a flicker of hope that’s often overshadowed by my fears.

I’ve begun to find solace in the small things. Whether it’s diving into the Word, journaling my chaotic thoughts, or simply sitting in silence and breathing deeply, I’m learning to carve out moments for Jesus. These practices may seem small, but they’re my lifeline, pulling me back from the edge when the storm feels too fierce.

This journey through anxiety and depression is messy, raw, and downright exhausting. It’s not a neat or tidy path, but it’s mine, and I’m learning to embrace it. Amidst the chaos, I’m finding moments of connection with Our Jesus, even when it feels like He’s far away.

So, if you’re in the thick of your own storm, know that it’s okay to be real about your struggles. Let’s lean on each other, remind ourselves that we don’t have to face this alone, and trust in God’s plan, even when we can’t see it. Together, we can weather the storm, holding on to faith as our anchor, and maybe, just maybe, we’ll find a little peace along the way.

Have faith over fear with me!!

Madge

A Scripture That Resonates: 1 Peter 5:7 – "Cast All Your Anxiety on Him Because He Cares for You"

"Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you."
— 1 Peter 5:7 (NIV)

If I’m being brutally honest, there’s one verse I keep coming back to whenever life feels too heavy, when my mind is racing, and the weight of everything around me starts to crush me. It’s 1 Peter 5:7. This verse has become my anchor when the storm hits. It’s my reminder that I don’t have to carry the world on my shoulders, and that I’m not in this alone.

You know that feeling when everything just piles up—work, family, your own expectations—and you’re stuck wondering if you’re ever going to come up for air? Yeah. This verse is my lifeline in those moments. It’s not just a cute phrase or a comforting word; it’s a truth I need to remind myself of daily.

“Cast All Your Anxiety”

Here’s the deal: anxiety is relentless. It’s the thing that wakes you up at 3 a.m. with your heart racing, the thing that makes you feel like you’re carrying a hundred-pound weight in your chest. It’s the constant what ifs, the mental hamster wheel of worst-case scenarios, the fear of failure or disappointment. It doesn’t just live in your head—it seeps into your body, into your energy, into your relationships.

And the world? The world wants you to manage it. It tells you to "deal with it" and "keep it together." But you can’t. You’re not meant to. You’re not supposed to carry all that weight. This is where Peter’s words cut through the noise: “Cast it.” Not manage it. Not live with it. Cast it.

That word cast is a game-changer. It’s not just a gentle “let go.” It’s a throw—a sharp, deliberate release. Like you’re saying, “I’m done. I’m done holding onto this. It’s too much. It’s not mine to bear.” And you throw it away. Gone. Done.

How often do we keep our anxiety like a badge of honor, thinking we have to handle it all ourselves? We were never meant to do that. The verse is a direct call to release it. To let it go.

“On Him”

Here’s where it gets even more powerful: “Cast it on Him.” Not just into the universe. Not into some generic, “Let it go” vibe. You’re casting it on Him—on Jesus. And that’s the game-changer. Because when you cast your anxiety on someone, it matters who that someone is.

We’re talking about Our Jesus, who didn’t just read about suffering—He lived it. Betrayal, pain, loneliness, rejection. He knows what it feels like to be crushed. To be overwhelmed. When you throw your anxiety on Him, you’re giving it to someone who actually gets it. He isn’t some distant figure detached from your struggles. He’s right there in the mess with you, saying, “I understand. You don’t have to carry that anymore.”

He wants to take it. Not because He’s some superhero, but because He cares.

“Because He Cares for You”

And this part—this part really gets me every single time. “Because He cares for you.” It’s not just that He can take it. It’s that He wants to. He cares. He cares about your anxiety, your fears, your stress. He doesn’t shrug it off or think, “You should be stronger by now.” He cares enough to say, “Let me take this from you. You don’t have to carry it alone.”

That’s powerful. It’s personal. God doesn’t just care about humanity in the abstract. He cares for you. He’s not indifferent to your struggles. He’s not saying, “Figure it out.” He’s saying, “Let me help.” And to me, that’s the most comforting thought in the world.

How This Influences My Week

This verse isn’t just something I “feel nice about.” It’s my battle cry when life gets heavy. It’s the truth I cling to when anxiety starts to creep in. And this week, I’m leaning into it harder than ever. 

Here’s how I’m making it real in my life:

• First Thing in the Morning: The minute my eyes open, I’m not letting my mind spiral into the never-ending to-do list. I’m taking a moment to cast my anxiety on God. I’m starting the day with a release, not a burden.

• When the Pressure Hits: Life throws pressure at you—deadlines, relationships, the constant hustle. When that pressure starts to build, I’m reminding myself that I don’t have to carry it. I’ll stop, breathe, and say to myself: “This is His to handle, not mine.”

• Letting Go of Control: If you’re anything like me, you want to control everything. Every outcome. Every conversation. But this week, I’m letting that go. I’m reminding myself that I can’t control everything, and I don’t have to. I’m giving up my need to micromanage and trusting that God’s got it covered.

• Living in His Care: Anxiety lies and tells me I’m alone in my struggles. This week, I’m going to tell it to shut up. I’m reminding myself that I’m not alone. God cares for me. He cares for you too. And I’m going to breathe that truth in every time the stress creeps up.

You Don’t Have to Carry It Alone

So, let me ask you: What are you holding onto right now? What’s weighing on your heart? Whether it’s worry, stress, or anxiety, take a second to just cast it. Release it. You’re not meant to carry it. You were never meant to.

This verse is a direct invitation to stop carrying what wasn’t meant to be ours. Let go. Hand it over to the One who can handle it. Not because He’s distant or uncaring, but because He cares for you more than you could ever fully understand.

So, take a breath. Let it go. Trust Him to carry what you can’t.

🎄A Special Shoutout to acknowledge Serbian Christmas🎄

Before I wrap this up, I want to take a moment to give a special shoutout to my “Nacho Average” husband and everyone celebrating Serbian Orthodox Christmas on January 7th!

This holiday has become such a cherished part of our lives together, and this year it feels even more special as my husband is reigniting his faith journey. It’s like he’s rediscovering his roots. What’s truly beautiful, though, is how we’re working to find common ground with our different spiritual journeys. We’re learning to embrace our differences with love and respect, while always celebrating what unites us—our shared values, our love for each other, and the traditions we hold close to our hearts. It’s a reminder that, no matter where we each are in our faith, we’re stronger together, finding harmony in the love we share and the paths we walk.

For those of you wondering why the difference in dates, here’s the scoop: the Serbian Orthodox Church follows the Julian calendar, which is 13 days behind the Gregorian calendar that most of us use. So while most of the world wraps up their Christmas festivities on December 25th, my husband and his family (and many others) get to keep the Christmas spirit alive just a little longer, with the big day falling on January 7th.

It's such a beautiful reminder that even though traditions may differ, they all point to the same message of love, hope, and faith. So, to my wonderful husband and to everyone celebrating Serbian Christmas, I wish you all a very Merry Christmas! May your celebrations be full of joy, peace, and a deep, renewed sense of God’s love. ✨

"Srećan Božić" (Merry Christmas)

Here’s to faith and tradition! ✨

Madge

Life: A Gift, Not an Accomplishment

As I sit here, the rhythmic sound of keys clicking on my laptop, I’m hit with the realization that life is not a monotonous checklist or an endless race to nowhere; it’s an electrifying gift we often overlook. Tonight's church message was a wake-up call, reminding me to embrace gratitude and find joy in every moment. It echoed the powerful words from 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18: “Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.”

Tonight was a pivotal moment for my daughter as she stepped into a new church for the first time. This journey of finding her spiritual home has been nothing short of an adventure, filled with twists and turns, courage, and a fierce desire to connect with God. Watching her navigate this path has been inspiring—she’s not just following the crowd (not even her Mama); she’s carving her own way, and that takes guts!

What made this night even more unforgettable was having my best friend decide to join us at the last minute. Together, the three of us formed a powerful trio, ready to embrace whatever came our way. While my daughter was filled with excitement about the experience, I could see that both she and my friend were grappling with their own struggles and uncertainties about the message being shared. Despite their reservations, the warmth of the moment was undeniable. I want them both to feel that Jesus is right beside them, ready to ignite their spirits. “Don’t just go to church—be the church.” It’s about living our faith boldly and nurturing a community that thrives on love and grace, even as we navigate our questions and doubts together. I pray that my daughter and friends' curiosity will continue to grow and that they’ll find the strength to explore their faith further, discovering the beauty and depth that comes with it.

I refuse to impose my beliefs on them; this journey has to be their own. It’s about discovery, passion, and the raw connection they’re forging with their faith. I can’t wait to dive into this experience alongside them, witnessing the magic of faith unfold. Tonight is the spark that could ignite their hearts and set them on a powerful path—one filled with warmth, excitement, and a newfound sense of belonging.

But let’s be real—this journey isn’t easy. For many, including myself at times, the path is fraught with struggles and doubts. Prayer is essential in this process. It’s our lifeline, a powerful tool that connects us to Our Jesus and provides guidance when we feel lost. In the throes of difficulty, it’s easy to wonder why we face such challenges. But as tonight’s lesson reminded us, we must learn to rejoice in those struggles too. Each hardship is a lesson from Him, shaping us and teaching us resilience.

Today's journal prompt asks, “What have your challenges taught you about faith?” This question is crucial for anyone still finding their footing in their relationship with Our Jesus. It’s a reminder that even in the darkest moments, there is light to be found—growth to be seized. Acknowledging our struggles isn't a sign of weakness; it’s a testament to our journey and the strength we gain from it.

So, why should we give thanks? From a Christian perspective, gratitude is fundamental for several reasons:

• Acknowledgment of God’s Sovereignty: Giving thanks recognizes that God is in control of our lives and that He has a purpose for every situation we encounter. It’s an act of faith that reinforces our trust in His plan.

• Fostering a Grateful Heart: Regularly expressing gratitude cultivates a heart that recognizes blessings, even in tough times. It shifts our focus from what we lack to what we have, aligning our perspective with God’s abundant grace.

• Building Community and Connection: Thankfulness fosters unity within our community. When we express gratitude, we encourage others to do the same, creating a culture of appreciation and support that reflects Christ’s love.

• Deepening Our Relationship with Jesus: When we give thanks, we engage in a conversation with God, acknowledging His goodness and faithfulness. This strengthens our relationship and draws us closer to Him.

• Reflecting Christ’s Attitude: Jesus exemplified gratitude throughout His life. From giving thanks before breaking bread to expressing appreciation for His followers, we are called to mirror His attitude in our own lives.

It’s all come full circle tonight. As I use this blog to guide others on their faith journey, I am reflecting on my own growth and the spiritual lessons I’ve learned along the way. Prayer becomes a source of strength, a reminder that we’re never alone on this path. The struggles we face, while daunting, are an integral part of our story, adding depth and meaning to our relationship with Our Jesus.

In the chaos of life, it’s easy to forget that every moment is a celebration waiting to happen. Whether it’s the thrill of shared experiences, the laughter that fills the air, or those quiet moments of reflection, each one is a reminder that life is a vibrant tapestry woven with joy and gratitude.

So, let’s break free from the mundane and embrace the wild ride of life! Life isn’t just about checking off boxes; it’s about living fully and passionately, celebrating the gift of each day! Here’s to seizing the moment, cultivating gratitude, and shining fiercely in this world!

Remember to rejoice always, pray without ceasing, and give thanks in every circumstance.

Madge

Taking a Break: The Raw Reality of Family Demands and How They’re Messing with My Life

Let’s cut to the chase. Life can be a brutal balancing act, especially when family demands start to feel like a noose tightening around your neck. I’m hitting pause on my usual journal prompts to dive deep into this struggle because it’s real, it’s raw, and it’s draining me.

The Weight of Expectations

Family is supposed to be a support system, right? But when you’re constantly bombarded with expectations—both spoken and unspoken—it can become suffocating. The guilt of saying "no," the feeling of obligation to attend every family event, and the pressure to be the emotional rock for everyone else weighs heavily on me. It’s like being in a never-ending game where the rules keep changing, and I’m left scrambling to keep up.

I love my family, but let’s be honest: sometimes, it feels like a full-time job, and I’m the one getting burnt out.

The Daily Impact

Here’s how these family demands are messing with my day-to-day life:

⏰Time Constraints⏰ My schedule is a chaotic mess, crammed with family obligations that leave little room for anything else. Self-care? Forget about it. My own needs are packed away like an afterthought while I sprint from one obligation to the next.

😭Emotional Exhaustion😭 I’m running on fumes, stretched thin by the constant juggling act. Trying to be everything for everyone is emotionally draining. I’m left feeling depleted, and it’s affecting my mood and motivation.

🙇‍♀️Increased Stress Levels🙇‍♀️ The anxiety of meeting everyone’s demands is crushing. I’m constantly worried about disappointing someone, feeling guilty about wanting some alone time, and drowning in the chaos of family commitments. It’s a relentless cycle that I can’t seem to escape.

Finding Balance

So, what’s the game plan? I’m starting to claw my way back to some balance, and it’s about time. Here’s how I’m trying to regain control:

Setting Boundaries: It’s hard, but I’m learning to say no. I need to prioritize my well-being, even if it means disappointing others. It’s not selfish; it’s necessary.

Prioritizing Self-Care:  Self-care isn’t just a luxury; it’s a lifeline. Whether it’s diving into a good book, hitting the gym, or just zoning out for a bit, I’m making room for what keeps me grounded. (I'm writing this as I wait for my box color to work its magic on my gray hair—talk about multitasking and self-care, right?)

Open Conversations: I’m done pretending everything is fine. I’m getting real with my family about how I’m feeling. It’s messy and uncomfortable, but honesty is the only way to create understanding and support.

Finding Strength in Scripture

In the midst of this chaos, I find myself turning to Scripture for strength. Here are a few verses that resonate deeply with me:

• Philippians 4:13 - "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."  

   This keeps me anchored. Even when I feel overwhelmed, I know there’s strength beyond my own.

• Matthew 11:28-30 - "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."  

   This promise is a breath of fresh air. It reminds me that it’s okay to seek refuge and rest when life gets too heavy.

• 1 Peter 5:7 - "Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you."  

   This verse is a reminder that I don’t have to carry this burden alone. I can let go and trust that I’m cared for.

• Psalm 46:1- "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble."  

When everything feels chaotic, this verse reassures me that God is always there, ready to provide strength and support.

A Reminder for Your Own Journey

For those of you who need a reminder of today’s Jesayn.com journal prompt - Because I’m that person who can’t completely drop the ball on you - here it is: 📓How can you incorporate daily moments of gratitude towards God in your life? List three things you’re thankful for today.📓

Gratitude can be a powerful tool in shifting our perspective and grounding us amidst the chaos. If you’re looking for a little inspiration, check out my Facebook group [here](https://www.facebook.com/share/18WQwcd5ya/?mibextid=wwXIfr) for some of my ideas.

Conclusion

Taking a break from my usual writing to confront the reality of family demands has been eye-opening. It’s messy, it’s raw, and it’s uncomfortable, but it’s necessary. Acknowledging how these obligations impact my routine is the first step toward reclaiming my life.

I’m on a journey to find balance, prioritize my own needs, and lean on faith to navigate this wild ride. If you’re feeling the weight of family demands, know that you’re not alone. It’s okay to step back, reassess, and fight for a life that honors both your family and yourself. Here’s to embracing the chaos and finding strength in the struggle!

Embrace the chaos, shine bright!

Madge

A Call for Prayers: Navigating Grief and Family Trials

Life has a way of throwing unexpected challenges our way, and right now, my husband finds himself standing at a crossroads, overwhelmed by grief and heartache. The storm that has consumed him for months seems relentless, with no signs of easing, and in fact, it feels like it’s only intensifying. His father is currently in the hospital, battling health issues that are beyond our full understanding, leaving us all feeling helpless. Just when we thought the weight of it couldn’t get any heavier, tragedy struck again with the sudden loss of his uncle, adding another layer of sorrow to an already burdened heart. On top of this, his mother is still recovering from recent surgeries, and her healing process has created a whirlwind of worry, uncertainty, and stress. Each day feels like a relentless cycle of emotional and physical exhaustion, and it’s hard to see a way through the fog of it all. The weight of these challenges is not just hard on him—it’s affecting everything, pulling us both into a constant state of worry, sadness, and fatigue.

[This is what I truly believe he’s feeling, even though he hasn't been able to express it in so many words—or perhaps is unable to voice it at all.]  I believe he struggles to fully trust that he can lean on me, or anyone else, for support. His past relationships have left deep scars—times when his vulnerabilities were exploited or used against him—and because of that, he’s terrified of opening up again, afraid that his pain will be weaponized the way it has been before. He feels unable to talk to anyone about the overwhelming weight on his shoulders, and the isolation he experiences in carrying this pain is crushing. He desperately wants to share his thoughts and feelings, to seek guidance or simply to be heard, but the fear of being misunderstood or judged keeps him silent. The silence is deafening, and the frustration of not being able to open up about such a critical part of his life feels unbearable. Despite how much I want to be a safe space for him, that fear of betrayal holds him back, leaving him feeling even more alone in his struggle. 

As I reflect on my relationship with my husband, I can't help but think about how I would have handled things differently before I found my faith in Jesus. In the past, I would have reacted out of frustration, feeling overwhelmed by his struggles and thinking I had to carry the weight of it all. My responses would have been driven by fear and insecurity, and I often found myself adding to the tension instead of helping to ease it. I might have taken his pain personally or tried to "fix" things, only to realize I wasn’t helping. The emotional rollercoaster would leave both of us feeling drained, caught in a cycle of guilt and frustration, where nothing seemed to make things better. I longed to be his rock, but I often felt like I was just another source of stress in his life.

But now, with Jesus at the center of my life, things are different. I've learned that I don’t have to have all the answers or be perfect. I don’t have to carry the weight of our struggles on my own. Our Jesus has become my strength and my guide through the chaos. I’ve learned to lean on Him when I’m unsure, trusting that He will equip me with the patience and wisdom I need to navigate the tough moments. Instead of reacting out of fear, I respond with love, patience, and empathy. My role isn’t to fix everything but to walk alongside my husband in his pain and offer him the support he needs. With Jesus, I am able to be the partner he needs, not because I’m perfect, but because I’ve learned to trust in God’s grace.

There are moments when I feel uncertain, overwhelmed, or unsure if I’m doing enough. But when I turn to God’s Word, I find comfort and strength. Verses like 1 Peter 5:7 remind me, “Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.” It’s a reminder that I don’t need to carry the burden of anxiety or guilt alone. Philippians 4:6-7 also speaks to my heart: “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” This verse reassures me that when I bring my worries and fears to God in prayer, He will give me His peace—a peace that guards both my heart and my husband's heart.

I also find strength in Isaiah 40:29, which says, “He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.” When I feel like I’m running on empty, I remember that God is the one who strengthens me. His power works in me, even when I feel weak or overwhelmed. With Him, I am able to rise above the chaos and be the partner my husband needs.

Through all the messiness, I have learned that with Jesus, there is always hope. Even when it feels like we are drowning in emotions or trapped in a cycle of misunderstanding, I trust that God is with us, guiding us toward healing and growth. He doesn’t promise that things will always be easy, but He does promise that He will never leave us or forsake us. And as I continue to lean on Him for strength and guidance, I am learning how to love my husband in a way that reflects God’s grace, mercy, and compassion.

A Prayer for My Husband:

Dear Heavenly Father,

I lift my husband up to You today. Lord, You know the depth of his struggles and the weight he carries in his heart. I ask that You surround him with Your peace and fill him with Your strength. Help him feel Your presence in every moment of uncertainty and fear. Give him the courage to trust You more deeply and the grace to release the burdens that weigh him down. I also pray for me, that You would guide my heart to be the support and love he needs. Help me to be patient, understanding, and gentle, offering him the comfort that only You can provide. Thank You for being our refuge and strength in times of trouble. We trust You, Lord, and we know that You are with us, leading us toward healing. 

In Jesus' name, 

Amen.

As I continue to grow in my faith and deepen my trust in Our Jesus, I am confident that He will guide me through every step of this journey with my husband. With God at the center of our relationship, we are not only equipped to face the challenges ahead, but we are also empowered to overcome them. His strength will be our foundation, His wisdom our compass, and His love the force that holds us together. No matter what trials we encounter, I know His unwavering presence will sustain us, and His grace will carry us through. With Jesus leading the way, I believe that even in the most difficult moments, there is always hope, always redemption, and always the promise of healing. Together, with God’s love surrounding us, we will rise above any obstacle, growing stronger and more united in Him.

With His Grace guiding us, we will move forward stronger and united.

Madge

January 2025: New Year Renewal with Madge - Daily Journal Prompts for Transforming Faith, Wellness, and Personal Growth

Week 1: Discovering New Beginnings

Bible Verse: Isaiah 43:19 - "See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland."

Jan 1: What does it mean to you to prioritize your relationship with Jesus this year? Write down your intentions.

Jan 2: Reflect on a personal challenge you’ve faced. How did it shape you, and what did you learn about yourself?

Jan 3: How can you incorporate daily moments of gratitude towards God in your life? List three things you're thankful for today.

Jan 4: Describe a time when you felt a sense of peace. What contributed to that feeling, and how can you replicate it?

Jan 5: What are your physical wellness goals for this month? How can your faith support these goals?

Jan 6: Write about a scripture or quote that resonates with you. How can it influence your actions this week?

Jan 7: Reflect on the new things God is doing in your life. How can you remain open to His guidance?

Week 2: Building a Foundation of Faith

Bible Verse: Proverbs 3:5-6 - "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight."

Jan 8: What does it look like for you to trust in God during uncertain times? Describe a recent experience where you had to lean on Him.

Jan 9: Choose a personal habit you want to let go of. How can you seek Jesus' help in overcoming it?

Jan 10: Reflect on your emotional state today. What steps can you take to nurture your mental health?

Jan 11: Write a prayer asking for clarity and direction in your life. What specific areas do you feel uncertain about?

Jan 12: How can you physically express your faith this week? (e.g., through exercise, nature walks, or participating in community service)

Jan 13: Describe a moment when you felt deeply connected to God. What were you doing at that time?

Jan 14: How can you align your life with God's path this week? Reflect on how to submit your plans to Him.

Week 3: Nurturing Relationships

Bible Verse: 1 Thessalonians 5:11 - "Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing."

Jan 15: Who in your life reflects the love of Jesus? Write about how their actions inspire you.

Jan 16: How can you intentionally build deeper connections with others in your community? What steps will you take?

Jan 17: Write about a time when someone supported you emotionally. How did it impact your relationship with them and with God?

Jan 18: What role does vulnerability play in building relationships? How can you open up to God and others?

Jan 19: Reflect on how you can offer support to someone else in your life who may be struggling.

Jan 20: How can you incorporate intentional moments of prayer or scripture sharing into your relationships?

Jan 21: Write about an act of kindness you can perform this week. How can it reflect Jesus’ love?

Week 4: Embracing Growth

Bible Verse: Philippians 1:6 - "Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus."

Jan 22: What does personal growth mean to you? Identify areas in your life where you’d like to improve.

Jan 23: Reflect on a physical activity you enjoy. How can you use it as a form of worship this month?

Jan 24: Write about a fear you want to overcome. How can your faith help you face it?

Jan 25: Describe your ideal day of emotional and spiritual wellness. What activities would you include?

Jan 26: How have you seen God work in your life recently? What moments have made you aware of His presence?

Jan 27: What does balance look like for you in terms of faith, emotions, and physical health?

Jan 28: Write a letter to yourself from God, offering encouragement and guidance for your journey.

Week 5: Celebrating Progress

Bible Verse: Psalm 126:3 - "The Lord has done great things for us, and we are filled with joy."

Jan 29: Look back at your journal entries this month. What growth do you see in yourself?

Jan 30: What is one thing you’re proud of accomplishing this month, spiritually or otherwise?

Jan 31: How can you set intentions for February that continue to prioritize your relationship with Jesus and your overall well-being?

Embracing a New Year: Setting the Stage for Growth and Reflection

As we step into a new year, I feel a deep sense of renewal and hope. This is the perfect time to reflect on our individual journeys and set intentions for personal growth. This January, I’d love for you to join me in embracing the opportunity to deepen our relationship with Jesus and embrace a holistic approach to well-being. Each week holds a unique theme, paired with a thoughtful Bible verse, to guide our reflections together.

Week 1: Discovering New Beginnings

In our first week, let’s explore what it means to prioritize our relationship with Jesus. Take time to reflect on the challenges you've faced, the gratitude you hold in your heart, and the new things God is doing in your life. By starting the year with intention, we open ourselves to His guidance and love. I encourage you to journal about specific ways you can invite Jesus into your daily life. I believe that every new day is an opportunity for growth and transformation.

Week 2: Building a Foundation of Faith

During the second week, let’s focus on trusting God in uncertain times. I understand how difficult it can be to release habits that no longer serve us, but nurturing our mental health is essential. Through prayer and reflection, we can align our lives with His path. Write about moments when you've felt doubt and how you can turn those feelings into opportunities for deeper faith. I’ve learned that acknowledging our struggles is part of the healing journey, and it opens the door for God’s grace to work in our lives.

Week 3: Nurturing Relationships

The third week highlights the importance of nurturing our relationships with others. Reflect on the love of Jesus in your connections and consider how you can support one another through vulnerability and acts of kindness. Is there someone in your life who could use a little extra love right now? Journal about how you can show them you care. At Jesayn.com, I’m passionate about fostering a community where we uplift each other and grow in faith together.

Week 4: Embracing Growth

As we move into the fourth week, let’s embrace personal growth and identify areas where we want to improve. It’s important to recognize our fears while also celebrating our wellness. Write about a recent challenge you’ve overcome and what you’ve learned from it. Trust that God is at work in your life, even in difficult times. This theme truly resonates with my experiences, as I have found the courage to share my journey of healing and growth using Jesayn.com as my platform.

Week 5: Celebrating Progress

In our final week, I encourage you to look back and celebrate your growth. Acknowledge your accomplishments, no matter how small, and set new intentions for the month ahead. Reflect on how prioritizing your relationship with Jesus has impacted your life. What are your hopes for the future? Write about how you plan to continue this journey of faith. I believe that recognizing our progress is vital for nurturing our connection with God and each other.

These prompts are designed to inspire deep reflection and meaningful action throughout January. As you engage with them, may you feel empowered to grow in faith, nurture your well-being, and celebrate the journey ahead. Be sure to check out my next post for a more detailed daily approach to journaling with specific prompts!

Happy journaling!

Madge

New Year's Eve Reflection: Officially Launching Jesayn.com

As we approach the dawn of a new year, I find it essential to pause and reflect on the remarkable journey that has led me to this pivotal moment, particularly as I prepare to officially unveil Jesayn.com. The past few weeks have been a tumultuous mix of challenges and self-doubt, testing my strength in ways I never anticipated. Each day has felt like an uphill battle as I’ve struggled under the immense weight of expectations—endeavoring to be the wife my husband deserves, the mother my children envision, and the daughter my parents need at this stage in their lives. This pressure has created an emotional whirlwind, where fleeting moments of joy are often eclipsed by feelings of inadequacy and fear of falling short.

In this chaotic environment, I’ve often felt like an anomaly—someone who doesn’t fit the conventional mold. Questions about my worthiness plague my thoughts: Am I doing enough? Am I living up to the ideals around me? For far too long, I’ve battled these expectations, feeling lost and overwhelmed, as if I were submerged in a sea of self-doubt. Just when I thought I was sinking, those nagging thoughts would emerge—am I enough? Will I ever become the person everyone believes I can be? Carrying this heavy load has been draining, and I longed for a breakthrough, a way to escape this cycle of turmoil. However, amidst the chaos, I began to sense a flicker of hope—a gentle encouragement from The Lord speaking directly to me, reminding me to surrender my struggles at the foot of His cross. He assured me that He will take them and reminded me that He is ALWAYS here to be my light. Embracing this guidance has opened up a path toward healing and acceptance, allowing me to release my burdens and trust in His unwavering support.

As I set my sights on 2025, I am filled with anticipation and enthusiasm for what Jesayn.com will offer. This platform serves a greater purpose than simply sharing my personal journey; it aims to cultivate a thriving community where we can collectively lay down our burdens at His feet. Together, we will support one another in navigating our struggles and celebrating our triumphs. Jesayn.com will be a sanctuary where we can remind ourselves that we’re not alone in our challenges; instead, we can cast our worries upon Him and find refuge in His love and grace. Together, we will experience the liberation that arises from releasing our anxieties and placing our trust in His perfect plan for our lives.

In Matthew 11:28-30, Jesus extends a heartfelt invitation: “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” This profound message resonates deeply with me as I take the step to officially launch Jesayn.com. I envision this space as a haven for those seeking solace, a place to relinquish our worries at the cross and experience the comfort of His presence.

As I approach the launch of Jesayn.com, I am committing myself to prayer, seeking Jesus’ guidance to ensure this venture reflects His love and grace. I affirm that 2025 will be the year He has always intended for me, and I am eager to share the journey we will embark on together through Jesayn.com.

I’m also thrilled to let you know that on New Year’s Day, I will be publishing a brief journal prompt blog designed to assist you in navigating the first month of your journey alongside me and OUR Jesus. This will be a wonderful opportunity for reflection, connection, and growth as we embark on this new path together.

Philippians 4:6-7 reminds us, “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.” This is the commitment I am making as I embark on this journey. I will strive to bring my hopes and fears to Him, trusting that He will lead Jesayn.com and fill it with His peace.

Additionally, I find encouragement in 1 Peter 5:7, which tells us to “cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” This powerful truth reassures me that I am not alone in this pursuit. Our Jesus cares deeply for each of us, eager to lift our burdens and replace them with His peace and purpose.

As we enter into 2025, I warmly invite you to join me at Jesayn.com! Let’s make a commitment to trust Him more profoundly and uplift one another throughout this journey. Connect with us on our social media platforms—Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter—where I’ll be sharing updates, insights, and resources to facilitate our growth in faith together.

And don’t forget to explore https://linktr.ee/theofficialjesayn for all the latest updates! Together, we can anticipate the blessings and opportunities that lie ahead, knowing that Our Jesus walks with us every step of the way.

Here’s to a transformative 2025, overflowing with faith, healing, and the joy of sharing our journeys through Jesayn.com. Happy New Year!

With faith and blessings,

Madge

The Gift of Love: Celebrating Jesus This Christmas

Merry Christmas, dear friends!

As I reflect on this beautiful season, my heart is filled with so much joy and gratitude. Christmas is always a time of celebration, but this year, I’m reminded of something truly incredible—God’s love, demonstrated so powerfully through the gift of His Son, Jesus.

In the midst of all the festivities, the gifts, and the special moments, I find myself thinking more and more about the true meaning of this season: the love of God that came down to us in the form of a tiny baby. It’s a love so deep, so pure, and so undeserved. It’s a love that reaches into our hearts and changes everything. And it’s because of this love, shown through the birth of Jesus, that we can have peace, joy, and hope—no matter where we are in life.

In 1 John 4:9-10 (NIV), we read:
“This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.”

These verses hit me in a special way this Christmas. God didn’t wait for us to love Him first, to deserve His gift, or to get our act together. No—He loved us first. He sent His Son, Jesus, to be born into this world, to walk among us, and to give His life for us. This is love: that Jesus came, not just as a baby in a manger, but as the Savior who would ultimately lay down His life to reconcile us with God.

As I sit here today, I’m filled with gratitude for this love that changed everything. It’s a love that brought my family and me together in ways I never could have imagined. This Christmas, I am especially excited to be with my husband, my children, my precious granddaughter, and all the extended family that will be joining us. It’s been over five years since I’ve had all my kids under one roof, and the joy of being together, of sharing this special time, is overwhelming.

But there’s one person I’m especially thankful to be celebrating with this year: my mom. After years of struggle and distance, we have recently reconciled, and I cannot begin to describe how much this healing means to me. It is only through Jesus, through His love and forgiveness, that we were able to mend what was broken and find a new, deeper bond. This is love—love that restores, love that heals, and love that makes all things new. It’s love that was made possible only because of Our Jesus.

I think about the way Jesus came into the world—humble, unassuming, born in a manger to bring peace to a troubled world. And then I think about how His love continues to reach us today. He is the reason for all the good things we celebrate—family, reconciliation, grace, and hope. Because of Jesus and His love, we can love and forgive in ways that we never thought possible. His love makes all things new. His love is the reason we can experience healing and joy, even in the midst of our pain.

This Christmas, I pray that you feel the power of this love in a personal way. Whether you're surrounded by family or spending the day in quiet reflection, I pray that you feel His presence and peace. Our Jesus is the greatest gift of all, and it is through Him that we live, love, and find purpose in our lives. The hope of Christmas is not found in the gifts we give or receive, but in the fact that God loved us so much that He gave us His Son.

One more verse that has been close to my heart this season is from John 3:16:
“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”

This is love—the love that God demonstrated by sending His Son, not just to be with us, but to save us. And because of this love, we can live through Him, knowing that we are loved, cherished, and forgiven.

So, this Christmas, let’s celebrate the love that came down to us in the form of a tiny baby, born to change the world. Let’s remember that His love is the greatest gift of all, and let it fill our hearts with joy, peace, and hope for the days ahead.

Merry Christmas, and may you experience the love of Jesus in a new and powerful way today and always.

With love and blessings,
Madge

The Greatest Gift: JESAYN is Coming Soon!

I’m so excited to give you a little glimpse of what’s coming soon—Jesayn.com. While everything is still in the works, I couldn’t wait to share my heart with you, especially this Christmas, because for the first time, I truly know the greatest gift I could ever receive—OUR Jesus.

This Christmas, I’m not just celebrating the birth of Christ; I’m celebrating a personal, deep, and living relationship with Him. For years, I knew of Jesus, but this year, He’s not just someone I read about or pray to from a distance. He’s my constant companion, my guide, and my friend. And this isn’t just a Christmas story—it’s a reality that changes everything.

Jesayn.com is the fruit of that relationship. It’s a space where faith, healing, and transformation are born from my real and raw walk with OUR Jesus—the Jesus I speak to every day, the one who’s walked me through my struggles, and the one who continues to fill me with His love and grace. Jesayn.com is where I’ll share that journey, hoping it encourages and equips you to experience that same closeness with Him.

This space is not about perfect answers or simple solutions—it’s about being real. It’s about confronting the hard stuff, the messiness of life, and finding peace in Jesus, even when things aren’t easy. Through blog posts, podcasts, and journaling prompts, I’ll share my story and invite you to join me in making room for more of OUR Jesus in your life.

Soon, I’ll also be launching Prayer-Infused Pieces—unique, handcrafted items created in moments of deep prayer with OUR Jesus. Each piece carries the weight of prayer, love, and intention, created to serve as a tangible reminder of His presence and the power of intentional, heartfelt connection with God. These pieces are not just crafts; they are sacred expressions of the healing power I’ve experienced through my relationship with Jesus.

This Christmas, I’m more aware than ever that OUR Jesus is the greatest gift I could ever receive—and my deepest hope is that through Jesayn.com, you’ll come to know Him in a way that transforms your life, too.

Stay tuned as Jesayn.com unfolds. I can’t wait to walk this journey with you.

With love, gratitude, and anticipation,
Madge